paranoia – My Broken Brain

Is My Brain Controlling Me, or Am I Controlling My Brain

I have managed to get a job. I start Monday. In effort to prepare myself, I have been compulsively doing guided meditations for about four hours a day for the last eight days. I have had a few emotional crying outbursts. Sometimes it is my inner voice telling me I am a failure. Sometimes itContinue reading “Is My Brain Controlling Me, or Am I Controlling My Brain”

When seeing and believing…isn’t?

Three days ago, I saw a crocodile on the side of the road. I have been seeing them for about fifteen years. Always on the side, always when I am driving, always still. Crocodiles don’t live here. There are no crocodiles. I was very young when I had my first hallucination. I saw a womanContinue reading “When seeing and believing…isn’t?”